20060629



doom day.

omg.
i have officially 15hrs and 31mins left to my TP.
freaking scary cann. omg.
my heart is beating faster and faster as the hr and mins pass by.
and i am starting to feel butterflies in my stomach.
and bitter taste at the back of my throat.
ahhhh. this is so freaking scary and its freaking me out totally.
this 6 months of practical is soon gonna be all lay out
on the table during my TP tmr.
and whether i pass or fail will all depend on my luck and also,
whether i will commit any silly mistakes likes,
not checking my blind spots and changing my gear to gear 1 when stationary.
i mean all this i am quite used to it, especially changing gears,
but knowing me, when im nervous, i tend to forget stuff.
plus i will be so tends up that my palms will perspire,
though i do not have sweaty palms but when im nervous,
everything just starts to screw up, my body systems is crap.
everyone says that it's hard to pass on the 1st attempt,
and i think i agree to it to a certain extent.
im do have confident in myself.
especially my parallel parkings and checking blind spots.
parallel parkings, why?: coz i'm afraid i will miss the turning point,
my positioning before parking and turning the wrong direction.
yesterday during my circuit, i turned the wrong direction during parking,
and my instructor was like, asking mw why am i so nervous this time round.
i said, coz my TP is coming and im super nervous.
and he asked me not to be nervous as i tend to forget stuff.
ahhhh. hope i do not screw up tmr.
at least if i screw up, have a nicer screw up or something.
but i pray that i wont screw up.
HELP! LORD!
this is sooooooo sssssccccccaaaarrrryyyyy!!!!
and everytime someone ask me what is my TP tmr,
my stomach always do a flip flop,
as though it is gonna be over turned and become upside down.
ohwell. pray for me peeps. ((: thz.


so tmr's plan is this.
1130-1pm: driving plus circuit warm up test.
1pm-1.55pm: not sure
1.55pm- maybe 3pm or earlier: TP test.!


scary hur.
omg. im freaking nervous now.
this feeling is like when i got my 'O' level results.
the kind of nervous feeling as though ur heart is gonna jump out of ur mouth.
and this is the exact feeling my feeling right now.
though its tmr, but the hrs flies super duper fast.
ahhhhh! HELP! can someone just knock me out?
so i wont worry and think so much.
*cross fingers*
and i swear im praying and crying my freaking heart out to GOD right now!
ohwell. only god knows me best now. yeah!






beingglamourified((: at 10:22 PM